it might be very good lyrically but this has come straight from my heart and so its special...

Even after going away

You’re still left in some part of me.

As silent tears to my eyes

Your memories come to me.

Though living I’m still, without you

There’s love and there’s pain in my heart

I have to only breathe now not exactly live…

And I’m getting used to living like this.

Memories, with me, are so deep

My heart drowns in them.

And all the grief, I have to bear

Only If I could have you near..

You’re with me every second of the night

Near me you are every moment of the day

To forget my own heartbeat is not easy

But I’m getting used to living like this.

Far you may be from me

But I’m still close to you.

After you, there’s no regret in my life,

‘cause you are all I want.

Sometimes I feel like throwing

Everything through the window,

It’s just like trying to outrun

Your own very shadow.

I know it is and will be tough

Who said love was easy.

But I’ll still live for you forever,

And I have got used to living like this.